From past 2 yrs i have been wishing & Hoping & Planning & HELPING my best frd for his wedding. he trust me so much that he would call me everytime he got nervous (of course with regard to gals only). I played the role of this sweet n nice frd and helped him out n made him comfy everytime!
Now when the time has come....to see my frd married.....my heart aches!!! I am shocked! am I shocked? confused!! I love this guy.....but not that way....but y does it hurt to see him with another gal whom he loves??!! when after all this is wat i wanted to see all these days too!
My Frd calls me to share one of the best news in his life....and guess what....ya ya....i broke into tears!! Somehow managed to say..."hold on will call u bak in 2 mins"....I hope i did sound normal. deadly tp give him hints now!
its 2:40 AM and all I can do is sit here write stories abt my Best frd's wedding who is I am sure snoring his way into the dreams with his lady love! this is driving me nuts! now i really am wondering....wat was it all these days?!! did i miss something? too late huh? Damn it!!! they make it sound easy in movies! ohhh man!!!
It was not easy tp sit in front of the idiot box and cry for beautiful Julia Robert's broken heart....Now how will I play the role guys?? that too for the rest of my life?!??!! Please tell me I am dreaming!!
On the other hand does this mean I am gonna land up beautiful, 30s Lady in violet gown with a gay frd!!!!!! ooooopppppsssssss!! Need some shoulder to cry on!! :'(
- Heart Beat
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