Morning I sat sipping on my coffee in the warm early sun, hiding the red swollen eyes in my hair safely. There lied the photo of my Dad
in front of me. I picked it up. It was hard to notice the smile on his face. I screeched
a lil just inside.
He always gives me NEWS! whether good or bad....he is jst too direct. I got 2 News. One I am sure is a Good News the other….hmmm….not
sure! As Majority generally chooses I chose to know the “not sure” News first n
then the good news hoping it would patch it up.
“Not Sure” News:
I confessed my feelings to my father figure and realized I
am not in love! Which eventually means I am not heart broken either…yippyyy…!
My DAD convinced me that its quite natural to cry over ur Best Frd’s Wedding….since
u r now gonna have to share ur best frd with someone who might probably own him
more than you!! Ooucchhhh!! That still hurts though!! L
Anyway that not only grants me the right to cry but also to continue to meet
& keep in touch! yayy!!
Now for the “GOOD News”:
I don’t have to wait in a violet gown for my gay frd and spend
the rest of my life with him! Gotchaaa ;)
Ok I continue my grieve! I hate this! I love my frd and now I
have to give him away to someone! Damn it!! n the good news is a fictitious one!!
- Heart Beat
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